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A lot has happened since I posted here last. Moved up north, lived there for a few months, had issues with getting a doctor up north, moved back in with my mom and stepdad, got diagnosed with generalized anxiety disorder.

Also, I'm pretty much strictly on Tumblr anymore. My screen name is rei-lynn1989.
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Sometimes I think my thought process would make a good drug. Not sure that makes sense though.

Our dog just died tonight.

Current Mood: grieving for the dog

Stepdad didn't know my birthday was today. Rather amused by that for some reason.

Current Mood: amused

Today doesn't feel like my birthday. Maybe cuz nobody here cares much? I don't know. *shrugs*

Current Mood: crushed

Been having a lot of days where my mind isn't racing and I can actually hear my own thoughts. It's really nice.

Current Mood: calm

Sometimes I just wanna claw and tear at myself and rip my skin off. (Never actually will, because I'm a wuss when it comes to pain. But the fact that I want to is probably bad enough.) It's mostly when I'm anxious and/or depressed, though. So at least the desire to self harm isn't a constant.

Current Mood: restless

This should be crossposted to LJ. We'll see how well it works.

Anyways, a lot has happened since I last blogged. Mom divorced my now-ex stepdad and left us for I have no clue why, one of my cousins came to live with us with her son for awhile, her son left to live with his dad, said cuz later moved out. (Things didn't happen in that order, mind you.) For awhile, stepdad and I were having issues and I was having a reoccurrence of bad depression. Things are better now though, and I feel up to blogging again. Here's hoping this lasts.

Current Mood: calm

So I've moved my blog, because Livejournal is borderline unusable.

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Happy birthday to me, I guess.

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Thanks, brain for being wonky.

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